Saturday, November 18, 2017
I haven't written much this week. Aside from the fact that I'm still cleaning wool from pillows and mattress pillows, fluffing and restuffing, doing laundry etc. not much else is going on.
Clumped wool from one pillow on the bottom, fluffed wool from one pillow on the top. I have 6 mattress pillow, 2 pillows from my RV bed and 3 from my bed in the house. It takes a lot of time.
Then there's the emotional pain I'm struggling with... I was so looking forward to getting to spend more time with my daughter, her husband and my grandkids. Only she took her 2 month old to the pediatrician on Monday and she got vaccinated. Vaccines shed viruses and toxic adjuvants for 3 weeks! Three more weeks of not getting to see them. 😰😭😭😭😭 It hurt so bad I had physical pain. Of course this means I don't get to see them on Thanksgiving either.
My daughter is conscientious. She wants to do what's right for her kids. She also is a scientist. Its hard for her to believe her mother (who does not have a science degree) over a pediatrician (who does). I've tried to give her the articles via facebook posts about other pediatricians and scientists that have come out and testified to the harm they've seen from vaccinations, but I think she "unfollowed" me. I have to respect her right to raise her kids the way she feels is right, even though I disagree. Breaks my heart.💔
So l haven't journaled this week.
It was Ron's birthday week. I did get up at 4:30 a.m. to make him a french toast breakfast on his birthday, and made him turkey pot pie and cherry pie for dinner. Cherry pie is his favorite. Its been a long time since I made a wheat flour crust! Organic, of course. One thing I noticed, he definitely appreciated the home cooked meals! He didn't used to.
I continue to get toxed when I try to go outside. So hate the poisons here. I am enjoying the showers and clean laundry though! I am frustrated by all the things outside that I see that need done, that I could take care of if it weren't for the cursed toxins. Sigh!